Growing up sucks

whatshouldwecallme:

I’m just like,

thats it, im getting a cat so that I can teach it to do this

whatshouldwecallme:

When it’s me: 

When it’s someone else:

ahahaha soo true!

whatshouldwecallme:

tehehehehe!

whatshouldwecallme:

I told my mother about my tattoo last night and she asked me if I had lost my christian values… I am trying really hard to not be offended by this but its not working.

Everyone who has a tattoo has gotten it for their own reasons and not because they have lost their values. You may take the words of the bible literally, but I do not. So please just stop judging me for doing things differently. 

Give up right now. I just got back from the gym where I weighed myself after not weighing myself for 2 weeks and I have gained close to 5 pounds. All of the hard work I put in over the summer has been wiped away and then some in a matter of a few weeks. I am really trying to put the extra weight onto the fact that I am bloating and had a big lunch today but I really don’t want to use that as an excuse. I really need to just sit down and reevaluate things cause I really don’t want to gain more weight. 

Like I dunno, gaining weight is easy, its loosing it thats become a HUGE problem for me :-(

Last night I decided to spend some quality time on Pinterest doing what I do best, killing time looking at things I wish I could have (lol) when I found something that I cannot stop thinking about. I have always imagined my wedding dress to be anything but ordinary. The way I have pictured my wedding dress is that it will have some color on it to really stand out and make people look. And lo and behold, I FOUND IT, or IT WITH A SLIGHT MODIFICATION. I may regret posting this picture (just in case my future husband happens to see my blog) but I just felt like sharing.

Eeek!!! This is the front of the dress which is absolutely stunning. The only thing that I would change with this dress is to add straps, take away the halter look, and maybe make lace sleeves to go with the straps.

The back is what absolutely sold me on what I want. This color is what I want my wedding colors to be (Burgundy and Silver/White). This dress is a little bit lighter than the color I want but I could totally live with this exact color. Can you just imagine seeing this coming down the isle??? Now I just need to find a man so that I can make this dress a reality!

So for the past couple of weeks I have been getting hives (or so I thought) on my chest but refused to go see a doctor because I have been made to feel like a hypochondriac because of my cancer diagnosis a few years ago. I thought that it was small enough that I could just take care of it on my own. That was until this morning when I woke up and the hives had spread and my chest was very red. I toughed up and made an appointment to go see a doctor and low and behold those hives are really the side effects of ringworm that I have had on the back of my neck for, well I don’t even know how long because I can’t see the back of my neck.

1) How the heck does someone get this and not know they have it, and 2) HOW THE HELL DID I GET IT????

Anywho, I felt like I needed to share this because I am not only pissed with myself for waiting 3 weeks to go see a doctor but also because I feel like if I don’t deem something serious enough, I don’t feel like I should see a doctor even though I probably should, as seen by the results I have been given today. 

So last week my sister came home for the day and made her a cake that I have been wanting to make for a while courtesy of Pinterest. It was chocolate cake with chocolate frosting. And for the first time making it, I think it turned out pretty well. Next time I am going to make sure that the cake is a little bit higher and that I purchase the right bag of m&m’s (as you can see I accidentally bought a holiday variety bag).

I have seen soo many different versions of this cake that I just want to keep making more and seeing what I can do with it. I have seen a version where its vanilla cake with vanilla frosting, kit kat bars and then strawberries and blueberries in the center. I think that it was supposed to be a classier version of this cake and I think it looked pretty cool. I have also seen an easter cake that had coconut dyed green with cadbury easter eggs spread out. I think I might make that for easter but instead of using the coconut, I am gonna use green frosting. And then there is this one which is what my cake was supposed to look like but with a little bit more flair. 

When I showed my coworkers the cake I made for my little sister, they said that I was in the wrong profession because of how much I like to bake. Sometimes I think they are right, but honestly I prefer to keep this as a side project and make things for my friends and family instead. Yesterday I found two more cakes that I want to make but I am still looking for an occasion to make them cause I first need to make a tester before I actually make one for someone. The first is something that I know all of my peanut butter loving friends might enjoy. 

Its a chocolate cake with peanut butter frosting and peanut butter cups to decorate. Even though I don’t like peanut butter, I would soo love to try this cake out. It looks very inexpensive to make and not very time consuming to decorate which is something that I like. 

This cake is something that combines my favorite two ingredients into one gorgeous looking item. Its a caramel cake thats made of vanilla cake and caramel frosting. Now this is a cake that I REALLY want to make. Soo I think I might attempt it and make the girls at the grad house my guinea pig when I go there for homecoming. If I can pull this cake off, there are soo many ideas going through my head for what I can do with it. 

Today on the other hand deserts will not be made. Today I will be baking Garlic Chicken with a sweet kick to it. The amount that I am making should be enough to keep me going for lunch at work for the next week. Well thats all the food stuff I can think about for today.